imalex's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Contradictions of the Heart Every inch of my skin is crawling. There is something in me screaming to break free. It wants everything, and it wants it bad. Damn, I was born to love. I demand it, and I demand as unconditional as I give it. I don't fear commitment I fear the opposite. I fear people's weakness. I fear that someone won't be strong enough to love me, to meet my demand. Because I demand so much. But I give back just as much as I demand. And sometimes I give more because I'm afraid to demand what I want. And I let things fall apart because I don't know how to ask for what I want for fear of being shut down. Learned from childhood, I caught on quickly that no one cares what you want unless it's good for them. I think I just circled the drain. My thoughts are contradicting. 9:38 p.m. - 2014-02-22 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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