imalex's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- New Hopes I think I finally came to a realization that I just need Tharaka as a friend. That if anything more than that occurred, what we have would have been tainted. I really do believe that now, one hundred percent. I might be going to Sri Lanka next summer. It's all based on how much I save this summer to pay for the plane tickets, and if I can get a good job in August that pays far more than my current employment. If I move in with my mum I'll be able to save a bunch of money, and you know what, I don't fucking care any more if I can't have someone over. I'd rather not have a guy come to my place because the last time I did that it practically ruined every thing in my life. I'd like to be able to travel more before I turn 25. Like Joni sings, "now it's just another show, you leave 'em laughing when you go. And if you care don't let know them, don't give yourself away." It's a bizarre thing, to come out on the other side. Or at least start to see an end to all things shit. 1:53 a.m. - 2014-04-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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