imalex's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Did You Know I am so frustrated. It has turned me into someone I hardly recognize myself anymore. The beast some could call it. Most days I wish I was still eighteen and full of hope. Blind hope. Now I just have the knowledge that life won't ever be rainbows. Watching her dance, watching them find happiness makes me giddy, makes me happy, and then I am reminded that I won't have those moments. Those sweet spontaneous moments that aren't anything special until you think back to it. I think back to the times where it was just him and me and smile. But he's left me in shambles. Full of desire and confused thoughts. Because I know we could be happy, that I could be good for him, but I know he'll never see that. He'll never be good for me. 7:22 p.m. - 2011-10-02 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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