imalex's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- This Big Bed For some reason on this night my bed suddenly seems so large for just me. Suddenly I long for someone to be lying next to me, someone to be sleeping or reading or just being next to me. And I think about the times that he and I would sit next to each other for hours in his room watching stupid videos and watching episodes of That 70's Show. And for some reason I can't completely understand why my mind keeps travelling there. Maybe I just miss that sense of company. I always had a friend when I lived in residence. Always had someone to fill that empty space. Now I just have this big bed with no one to share it with. Not even a cat. My damn cat is too scared to sleep in my room. I just wish someone would take me. Just force me to make the decision. Because in the end I'm not really being forced. I want it. I just haven't been offered it, and like hell if I know how to ask or fight for it. So instead I'll just stay in this big bed alone. 11:51 p.m. - 2011-10-23 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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